Written on August 19, 2007 – 9:07 am | by shenbrood
When I opened the computer earlier tonight I was wondering what to watch and then I see this downloaded movie folder named, “Bobby”.
Actually I do not know what movie it was then I begin to play it knowing that nothing else was available. Then as I play it I realize that it was the life story of Robert Kennedy, the brother of John F. Kennedy and began enjoying the film. At the near end of the film as the night makes me sleepy I witness his assassination and as the event unfolds it was backgrounded by a speech, a speech which touched me. Read the rest of this entry »
I don’t know how to begin but today I totally feel empty, sad and feels like I don’t deserve anything nor any person not even my kids. I try miserably to be strong, to be happy and contented… to find ways to get things done for others… but in the end I see myself as empty and sacrificing my own happiness.
People seems to misunderstand me and my intentions. I love them so much but whenever there are things that I do that they find not good for them or wrong for them they tell me all hurting things… left me and for some reason find me at fault. Why would I be at fault… I am also a victim of my feelings of things which I also want for myself… of the search that for so long since my childhood I cannot seem to finish. Read the rest of this entry »
Written on April 10, 2007 – 2:51 am | by shenbrood
We often times asked ourselves why do we love someone and why are we always hurting deep inside whenever that someone leaves us. We asked ourselves if it is still worth it to love someone and just be hurt in the end.
Sa dinami dami nga naman ng mga pwedeng maramdaman sa mundo bakit pagibig ang parehong napakasarap at napakasakit na bagay na pwedeng maramdaman ng isang tao. Masaya ka pag andyan ang taong mahal mo pero sa sandaling saihin nya na teka muna andyan na ang sakit na iyong mararamdaman. Hmmm… ang gulo noh. Pero natanong na ba natin o napag-isipan natin kung ano nga ba ang pag-ibig.
Tila inulan ang puso ko
Nang nalamig ang ‘yong pagsuyo
O bakit nagbago ang ‘yong pagtingin
Parang malamig na panahon
At nang ikaw ay kinausap ko
Habang ang ulan ay bumubuhos
Nakita ko sayong mga mata
Na gaganda din ang panahon
Chorus
Tila hihina rin ang ulan
Tila lilipas din ang bagyo
Kahit madilim ang kalawakan may nagtatagon
Sinag sa ulap
Tila inulan ang puso ko
Nang parang naglaho ang pagibig mo
O bakit ka kaya nagbago
Sinlamig ng panahon
Chorus
Tila hihina rin ang ulan
Tila lilipas din ang bagyo
Liliwanag din ang kalangitan
At ang araw ay sisikat nang muli
Bridge
Ang karimlan ay haharapin
Matatanaw ko rin
Bughaw na langit
Umaasang ang pagibig mo ay magbabalik
Pawiin mo ang lungkot sa puso ko
Kahit madilim ang kalawakan
May nagtatagong sinag sa ulap
Chorus
Tila hihina rin ang ulan
Tila lilipas din ang bagyo
Liliwanag din ang kalangitan
At ang araw ay sisikat nang muli
HALF CRAZY Freestyle from the album: Live @ 19th East
Know I havent slept a week at all
Since you’ve been gone
And my eyes are kinda tired
From crying all night long
Know i’ve never been too good at cooking just for one
It’s so lonely here without you darling
Come back home
’cause i’m half crazy
Feelin’ sorry for myself
Half crazy
Worried you’d find someone else to love
Know life hasnt been much fun at all
Since you’ve been gone
And my eyes being to feel
Each time I hear a sound
I spent every minute asking myself
What went wrong
Can’t we try to talk it over baby
Come back home
’cause i’m half crazy
Feelin’ sorry for myself
Half crazy
Worried you’d find someone else to love
But baby there is no-one else
Half crazy
For everything you saying
Half crazy
No one else could love you like I do
(break)
’cause i’m half crazy
Feelin’ sorry for myself
Half crazy
Worried you’d find someone else to love
But baby there is no-one else
Half crazy
For everything you saying
Half crazy
No one else could ever love you
No one else could ever be
Half crazy
Feeling sorry for myself
And i’m worried you’ll find someone else
Feeling sorry for myself
Half crazy (faded)
Written on January 15, 2007 – 4:27 am | by shenbrood
For a long time now I had this idea on how to localize, systematize and rationalize our current structure of government in the country that is why in reality I am in favor of Charter Change but not at this time and with this President… well enough about that. Here is my idea.
We should adapt the Parliamentary- Federal System of Government;
In this system the pattern of the current party-list will be used in which part of the members of Parliament are elected based on the percentage of votes gathered by their parties in the election held for that purpose. Through this we can avoid personality politics and replace it with politics of platform of government and ideas. This will also effectively solve the current strife and bickerings by different factions since they will have the chance to be elected in Parliament; Read the rest of this entry »
Written on January 14, 2007 – 9:10 pm | by shenbrood
This is the first time in many months in which I gave a review for a film and I would like also to share it to others. This review is written for Marianne dela Cruz, a BROOD member from Nueva Ecija.
“Munting Tinig” or Small Voices which stars Alessandra de Rossi was a film that depicts typical situation in barrios in the provinces. These places are engulfed with poverty and at times hopelessness on their live with the single mission which is to survive each day and eventually get out of their situation in life. A typical place where there is insurgency and the youth is face with a hard reality of either studying or helping their parents earn for a living. These scenario takes away the future literally of the youth. Their future which should be the primary concerns of their parents. Most of the
parents think that going to school was just a burden and spending time and effort on school activities was a hindrance towards their survival. Read the rest of this entry »
Written on January 13, 2007 – 8:45 pm | by shenbrood
On march 25, Brotherhood of Destiny, Inc. will be turning 5 years old. Wow! And it was just like yesterday when everything was just beginning. BROOD had been mainly inspired by the fact that Lei, Darkling and I wanted to have a close bonding of our friendship that could transcend through time and we had thought of many things to do that. Later on Hunter X Hunter inspired us to create an organization that would be like a family and then with 8 individuals (Lei, Darkling, Spiker, Spark, Wolfwood, Shen, Trixhon, and Silent Killer) BROOD was born.
I remember that at the same date I began to design the website of the organization and you can still browse its pages including the introduction:
Written on December 23, 2006 – 11:48 pm | by shenbrood
This morning I have watched Al Gore’s Inconvenient Truth and by the way I analyze it.. it is really a very inconvenient truth. It was an eye opening film that made me say, "Wow, we are on a brink of armageddon and we have less than 100 years to live… where will my children be by then and what will they say about us?"
Caring for our Earth is really very important and necessary but it is also the last thing that most of us do and consider. We continue toi use plastics, throw away garbage everywhere, pollute our bodies of water, and continue to be irresponsible. What is I tell you that in 50 years water levels may rise by 20 feet and almost more than 100 million people on Earth will be affected? It’s just like the catastophe portrayed in Noah’s story.
Written on December 12, 2006 – 11:18 pm | by shenbrood
As a friend I do value friendship greatly and thus I tend to help and counsel my friends as long as I can. Whenever they have problems even just using text I do respond and give them my views about their issues and problems.
But what is saddening is that sometimes when your view contradicts with theirs in the long run you end up losing that friend or you end up enemies. Sometimes I do ask myself whether which is better: (1) To ignore a friend; (2) Just listen to him and share nothing; or (3) Give him/her an advice.
When I opened the computer earlier tonight I was wondering what to watch and then I see this downloaded movie folder named, “Bobby”. 
